Tuesday, March 24, 2009

~~random~~

not attached to the story at all.

I hope when you look back on your life//
You are bombarded by all the mistakes
That could have changed where you are today//
I know that the way you look at me now is unreal//
I watch your eyes glaze over
Like I'm not anything anymore
Just a burden in your
Oh-so-blissful life//
The poison you've caused
Seeps into your skin like venom
As you run from the pain//
Run from everything you've ever known,
Everything you were ever meant to be//
Run to your future, so near
But you can't reach it
Your mistakes have changed you, your path
Now it's the past that will set you free...

____


I know that when you walk into your empty house
You'll see that you're not the only one with feelings//
You'll sit on the piano bench, contemplating your blissless life//
Only to find that I'm the one you need//
You'll realize in your white-trash ways
That you've screwed me and everyone else you came in contact with//
Time is old//
It has outdone your tricks, your lies//
And you'll lie there on the cold, hard floor//
Desperately waiting, collecting dust//
Run down by suicidal thoughts
Devoted to no one but yourself//
And I know I'll be the one to pick you up once more...

xx

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

not the story...don't look

im only doing this for my history class...cant open email in school.

leasing of government-owned oil reserves

http://encarta.msn.com/encyclopedia_761578596/Teapot_Dome.html

stuff about Albert Fall:

http://encarta.msn.com/encyclopedia_761565470/Albert_Fall.html

sorry guys...school stuff...

Monday, March 9, 2009

long time...

parte six...

He leaned in for a kiss. All the troubles cleared from my mind. I felt his soft hands on the small of my back as our lips met. I ruffled my hands in his hair, forgiving and forgetting everything that had happened.

Then someone knocked on the door.

We ignored it at first, starting to move over to the bed. Then the person started banging on the door, screaming "DOM!!" We parted. He got up to answer the door. I sat on the bed and checked out his ass.

As soon as he opened the door, my sister, Kherington, and her fiance, Chaz, burst through the door, out of breath.

"They're here!!!!" Kher screamed, breathing heavily.

Dom and I exchanged confused glances. We looked at Chaz for some kind of clue. He was doubled over, trying to catch his breath.

I chose to take part in another of my sister's games. "Who's here?"

She stared at me in disbelief. "Who have we been waiting for this whole time WE'VE BEEN IN GOD DAMN LONDON???!"

Then it clicked. I turned to Dom, giggling and squealing, feeling incredulous. I saw him realize it too. We started jumping up and down and laughing.

"WHERE ARE THEY???!" I yelled at my sister without realizing it. My voice was high-pitched and squeaky. Dom laughed at how crazy we were acting.

"They're downstairs," Chaz said calmly. "Waiting for you all to get down there." He was still breathing hard. I was guessing that they'd taken the stairs to get here faster.

Dom and I screamed and ran out into the hall. We flew down the stairs and into the hotel lobby. And there was my dream waiting for me: Mike, Chaz, Rob, Joe, Brad, and Phoenix. All standing with their backs turned, talking. The edges of my sight started to turn black and I started to fall backwards. The next thing I knew, I was staring into Dom's eyes with Mike and Bourdy looking over me, worried looks on their faces. I felt my cheeks get hot. I couldn't believe I had fainted.

xx more comin'